i have decided. to stop blogging. cos i am v sian n i think it's v troublesome.
5:07 AM;
ahh so long nvr post liao. nvm
went out aft teacher's day celebration. my class was like. darn crazy n everything. just look at them dance during the class party lah. then stupid alvin made yi jin n i skip class party run to the main block to register names of sec1s for psl interviews --|||
i was like, the cameraman of our class at first n when ms ek came in, i took pics of her. DUH. the thing was, there was pics when she was talking to our form teachers, where i accidentally took a pic of her with her mouth open. i had to clamp my mouth like siao. lol.
so, went out n met pri sch teachers n frens <3.
miss them so much!
then went to watch money no enuf at nite.
b4 tt i came home then i wanted to warm up the soup tt my mom left on the stove for me. bt i was like, super dumb, turn on the stove liao then forgot. then when i came out of the shower there was this horrible burning smell. i was totally frikin out cos i was like, late for the movie already? LOL. bt i salvaged it haha :)
so like, during the movie, i was hungry n thirsty cos i nvr eat dinner n nvr bring water. then my dad came in w old change kee. so heaty n no water. then i developed a horrible sore throat. somehow, the flu virus decided to visit too so i was down with a super blocked/runny nose n sore throat which rendered me voiceless the nxt day. sigh. aft the sore throat went away, the cough n phglem came. AHH. so pissing. n i'm still hving lots of phglem n a mild flu. pissing~~
aft movie saw my fren from taekwondo. lol. i was damn surprised cos so long nvr c any1 from tkd then suddenly saw him. lol.
went for sandcastle building on sat. the instructors recognised ching hui as "the girl from police n thief" lol. got one stupid instructor kept disturbing me lah duno wat's his prob. i'm not even under his grp then he kept coming over to look at wat i was building n had so many comments. anyway there was this like, erm, instructor who was sth like the overall in charge. he talked to me aft the activity n i found out he lived in woodlands. Oo. wth. first OBS instructor, now him. stay in woodlands got no freedom liao.
aft sandcastle building wanted to go home. minni didnt noe wat was carl's jnr, which made mich laff like siao. we waited like half n hr n thr was no bus, then realised tt the stupid bus (SBS) would only come at 2.55??? got so fed up we cabbed to bedok mrt. best thing was, i arranged w my fren to eat in wdls. so, i like stood him up for 2hrs?? cos
wait for bus : 1/2 hrs
cab to mrt: 1/2 hr
mrt from bedok to wdls: 1hr
this is like, the 1st time i took so long to get from one spot of spore to anth.
i tot the max is like 1 or one and a half hrs only.
went phy remedial, chem remedial blah blah blah.
jj is getting more gay. like srsly gross.
he wanted me to give him sth or 4gt wat. i refused, then he kept using his shoulder to nudge mine n kept whining. i was like totally freaking out.
ok i hv nth to post lerh. abrupt ending. lol.
5:39 AM;
i am blogging. there is a friggin getai gg on n i can hear the words sung very clearly.
comments: erm, hello? if u cannot go so high, then so sing this song. if your voice is KIDDY n not SEXY, pls dun sing jolin's song. it is darn gross. n to tt woman: STOP YODELING WTF.
WATCHED TKD OLYMPICS 2DAY! WOOTS!
STEVEN LOPEZ OF USA IS HAWT! WOOTS! lol!
wtf there is anth little girl singing.n my dad just brought home some strangers hu r interested in buying our old air con --STOP SINGING GIRL!!!ok. i couldnt help digressing.
as i was saying, STEVEN LOPEZ IS HOT!
stop singing!y is the song so friggin long? its repeating over n over again!
steven lopez is so pro! he can counter attack so well! most of his pts came frm the counter attacks. so pro!
wth now theres tis woman singing.
he is like, the defending champ for the previous 2 olympics! pro!!!
stven lopez was against this konan guy from civ. he kicked the konan guy in the 1st 45 secs of the match n for the rest of the matches the konan guy kept stopping to go spray counterpain!! actually this guy is also v gd lorh. just he suay he fight against the champ. nvm JY! love the spinning kick! spinned so well!
i must say, the mens match is more interesting. at least they key up at the correct moment. theyre more agressive n hv more attacks.
too lazy to post abt the women cos my mood just got destroyed by my mom
3:42 AM;
was kinda crazy just now. no 1 at hm, i was drinking oreo thick bubble tea+xtra pearl n watching olympics gymnastics. then suddenly felt like crying. at first i oso didnt noe what was that. then cried then held back the tears. hold for awhile then ok liao. man i'm siao.
ok im gonna take this time to complain abt 3i X| (only some ppl lah)
1. i believe cynth chua will agree. like why cant u ppl JUST CLOSE THE FRIKIN DOOR?! so diff meh. doesnt tt basic knowlege stay in ur brain? or r u trying to tell me u dun hv a brain n duno hw to close the frikin door? forr goodness' sake it is an air con class we're in! n some idiots still open so big. n SOME PPL *cough* hu like frikin not frm our class shuang shuang head in head out can liao, nvm. bt still like open the damned door frikin big. n go out tt time open it to the max n nvr return. u think we're ur maid ah? u dun hv basic manners isit. u dun even belong to 3i pls hv sum respect.
2. 3i just cant shut up. only when the teacher gets pissed then can shut up. like WTF THIS IS AN EXAM CANT U JUST SHUT UR FRIKING MOUTH FOR A FRIKIN MINUTE? n teacher pissed liao is like still must shout not only once but at least 3 times then can shut up one lah. like 2day ms lee was like "3i quiet!" then once she finished every1 just started talking again. dun u hv discipline for such a simple matter? which brings me to the next point
3. i hate ppl hu keep discussing abt papers tt are OVER. hello? like they're already O-V-E-R so stop thinking abt it n MOVE ON. u still hv othr papers. if u think u "die liao" THEN WORK HARD FOR THE NEXT PAPER! n stop saying "die liao la, this time confirm fail" cos 99% of the time what u predicted wont turn out. u wana see truly horrible results just look at my term1 results lah. THAT sucks. a little failure wont kill. JUST BUCK UP!
oh yes. another complaint, bt this time nt abt my class. its abt CERTAIN PPL hu thinks tt i confrim will get retained. like WTF I'M TRYING MY BEST WHAT'S UR PROBLEM I DIDNT EVEN FAIL. TT'S A FRIKIN B4 UR LOOKING AT I WONT GET RETAINED BCOS OF TT ITS OK IF U HV NTH GD TO SAY DUN GIVE NEGATIVE COMMENTS JUST KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT N STOP TELLING THE WHOLE WORLD TT I'M GONNA GET RETAINED BECAUSE I AM NOT GOING TO N IF I GET RETAINED IT WILL BE UR FAULT COS U KEEP PRESSURING N DEMORALISING ME. fck!!!!!
grahh.
6:20 AM;
ok. since i now hv the mood to post abt national day i shall post it now, thanks to THE ASSHOLE. credit goes to adam, amelia n bobo whose blog posts unwittingly made me think of HER. SCREW U.
morn: boarded 961. not wearing blu skirt cos lost it in OBS.
the cock-eyed me totally missed bess who was sitting beside the exit n started freaking out. smsed her n she came to sit w me in the last row of the bus. 961 is damn quite. no one talks. 963 is btr. evry1 is talking. bess n i didnt dare to disturb the peace, so we were subjected to typing msgs into our hps for each othr t read. bess attemped to talk, but the volume she whispers is for like, what? for ants to hear. no matter how hard i strained my ears i just couldnt her what she said.in the end she was like "4geddit". lol. i was kinda relieved too. what to do?
went on 93.sat beside chi kan. didnt talk to him. bess was like "dun u noe him"
me : yah
bess: then y u dun talk to him? talk to him
me: like what u want me to say?! i hv nth to say to him!
like, srsly. i really hv nth to say wat.
reached school
sihua wearing polo tee
DAMN CHIO SEHH
me:WHOO SIHUA
bess:WHOO!
sum1 in class: ... (cannt hear, we were still in the corridor)
sihua: look at her lah! she even worse! more sexy! wear FBTs! (tt was me, cos, as mentioned, i lost my blu skirt)
placed our stuff in class. bess went to look for jh n i went to look for sophia, intending to piss her off with the red bos i snatched from her. she wasnt there so i took her blu skirt n left, which rendered me to many surprised comments like "wat r u wearing" "y ur skirt look so strange" n "y u wear sec4 skirt" for the rest of the day.
allow me to add something totally random. aft reading my blog, sophia thought tt estee n i were les. LOL. estee would just freak.
back on track.
accompanied bess to GO. waited 4 her outside n talked to mr tan abt mrs khoo, hu relieved the class ytd for math. then went classroom block to terrorise bobo while bess waited outside cos my beloved pet piggy whom she wanted to look for was in contigent. jh, yj n i were the only ppl wearing PSB tees in the container blocks. ball-napped estees netball n returned it to her at the end of the day, where she got to know "the girl" whom i told her(estee) tt her(pig) name was yee sing she was my pig. 3h gals (some) were wearing a damn funny shirt which says this on the back:
i hate gays because they snatch away all the guys
(its not exact, but its abt thr)
grandstand: screamed like siao for 1I
RV gave out visors. 3i girls, being 3i girls, wore the visor like a crown n started singing loudly to the NDP songs, standing up when "stand up for Singapore" played, shouting when the verse "I WANNA SHOUT IT OUT LOUD" from whr i belong played n stood up n waved arnd aft the songs ended.
hall: outside band n dancers sucked.
PRC scholars from sec 4 played the piano duel from "secret", though i dun get y in the beginning they had the drumming thing.
community singing, 3I formed a circle, swaying n jumping n hollering. sonjia was wearing the visor like a crown again n mingjun started gg crazy, running up to sonjia wearing the visor like a crown as well screaming "I AM THE KING, SONJIA! I AM THE KING! NOT YOU! blah blah blah" which made sonjia so freaked she ran off. bt she came back when mj left.
was screaming when 1I received the prize, n being the only non-sec 1 screaming i attracted lots of different kinds of stares. the was
one particular stare that i received from
one particular person. i would like to say to her
screw u, u no life loser, u poser of the popular crowd. u have to be so hypocritical everyday to keep up your image. what a sad life. i am who i am. i like being outspoken that's none of ur business so F*** OFF.aft celebration waited for 2g for 1hr. i managed to coax the 2g ppl from 3j which was sweltering cos their aircon broke down n they did not turn on the fan to 3i which had the aircon on at17 degs. prissy was actually inside bt i guess as more 2g arrived she felt kinda out n left. nicole came in, told me she felt weird n left. chang thought tt she walked into the wrong class n commented tt "this place is 2g infested" which made me laugh. i wrote "WATCHA LOOKIN AT???" on 2 visors. i showed clement n lok hang the red visor. stupid clem took the red visor n put it at THE WRONG PLACE -- so i couldnt wear it anymore.
went to 3D to stress the chem teacher to release our 2G ppl hu were trapped inside. arnd 5-10 of us stood outside the class n looked in. stupid kendrick, hu was sitting beside the window, closed the window in our faces. i had to use immense control to not sream out SCREW YOU. KENDRICK. grahhs.
went on outing, jor bimbo constantly doing weird stuff which would just lengthen my already long post. went ceneleisure n the gals wanted to look at shuai guys. they were obviously dissapointed. DUHH. ok fine. i'm cynical. so what.
saw LING WEI PING. lol. took neos <3 <3 n bussed back w jor n mich. left the neos shop n 7.10 pm. heng mom not at hm.
oh yes. i kept terrorizing bobo which made leslie friggin amused esp whn i crapped abt how much bobo loved me n her holding on to me for balance was actually an excuse to hold me, she neednt be shy abt it. then i went on to adopting *cough cough*'s voice and started talking n smirking to the both of them, which made them burst out in laughter in the bus. bobo decided agnst gg in the end n headed home w leslie cos she was feeling sick. aww.
btw gordon ate 3 double cheeseburgers.
i just suddenly rmd tt i didnt tease gordon n anise! aw shucks!
6:55 AM;
blogging is not my priority these days as my attention shifts to the common test and EOY. oh man.i'm really not in the study mode. yeah?these few days seems like a dream when i look back. sometimes i feel like i'm living a dream. sometimes i just become painfully aware of things going on around me. negative thoughts just catch me unaware, especially at the most unexpected times. when i'm walking, or even when we were jumping and playing when we were singing during national day celebrations.
oh what hit me? someone get me out of this mess!
not to mention that i keep forgetting things and losing control over my time management. grahhs. i'm thankful for sophia who accompanies me to study (and teaches me) so i can keep up with my schoolwork, or else i think i'll just flunk everything. which reminds me of the chem test i am grateful to pass cos i didnt study ammonia and the QA facts just couldnt get into my head. thank God for mole concept.
i actually wanted to post abt yesterday but now i just dont have the feeling.
6:06 AM;
i think, that i've kinda given up on you. i didnt even bother to tell u what i thought of u anymore. i just pretended that whatever's going on is right, even when the look on my face tells us both that i didnt really mean what i said. yes. n i didnt mean what i said about what u asked me. i just wanted you to shut up.
5:41 AM;
i wonder what's gg on at animal farm. hv lotsa things to post, but decided not to. wtv. i'm gonna start preparing for common tests soon.
5:26 AM;
ok i forgot my keys/ of all days, on a friday, so i'm here in vals hse, sticky cos i cant bathe. why friday, cannot, cos friday is the day whr my whole family is not hm. n my brain failed me. ahh.
7:21 AM;
